Today is a day that is sort of harder to handle. While I love Christmas, it is crazy to think I won't be able to spend it where I normally am, at my moms house and then my grandmas. I am blessed to have two families that want to see me, and honestly maybe even three. I just wish this time of the year was easier. My mom is going through such a rough time and I hate that I can't make it better. My dad and stepmom bought me amazing gifts for Christmas, but I was so excited to see them and have Kyle with me, that I didn't even care what I got. My mom is coming over today to Kyles side of the family so we can do Christmas. All I want for Christmas is to see her happy. It is the hardest thing in the world to know she's not as happy as she should be. I love her though and that's the only things I can do or offer to her. She's wonderful but just hurting. Can't blame her there.
Kellen and I are doing a okay. No more hospital trips, no nothing. He moves regularly and Kyle has even started reading to him at night. Our little family is doing so well. I just wanna keep it going. I wanna keep everyone happy and be pleasant.
I want everything how Christmas in my mind should be. I can't believe I'm growing up :/
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